My New Year’s resolution this year was to be intentional about recognizing the stages of growth I’d experience throughout 2018. This past week, I was driving home from work and when I pulled up to the front of my house, I couldn’t get out. It had been a long ass day. Everything just seemed to be working against me. For each thing that had gone wrong that day, I’d come up with a flaw in my character/developing self (albeit true or false) to explain why I didn’t get a better outcome. By the time I got home, I had a full list of negative attacks against myself. Now, of course, with that comes feelings of self-doubt, and discouragement, and a warped outlook on self and the evolving world.
As I sat in my car and reflected on this, I realized the key word in my internal tangent is ‘evolving.’ I forced myself to remember that as a human, truly, my only job in life is to constantly evolve and grow (quite literally lol). My purpose is to continually work towards becoming a fully sensing and conscious woman. Dwelling on a list filled with negative comments that held no root in anywhere in my life was fruitless. Instead, I came up with a list of what I’ve learned this year that is helping shape me into becoming an evolved human.
Keepin’ It Sincere: I hope this inspires some of you to take some time and reflect on your own journey to developing your higher-self. Understanding yourself as you exist this world may very well be the hardest job you’ll have. It’s such a multifaceted process that can take some time to understand. Meditating frequently to keep up with the changes as they occur definitely helps making that process a little easier. Plus it’s kinda cool to see how far you’ve actual come. Six months down and 6 months to go. 2018 and the years to come can all be shaped into your most positive one yet if you continue to evolve.
January taught me…Sensitivity
February taught me…Vulnerability
March taught me…Boundaries
April taught me…Patience
May taught me…Freedom
June taught me…Endurance
…I hope you guys enjoyed this post. xxx until the next one ღ